Thank goodness ... NO!! Im enjoying the journey too much. So much to see, so much to do, so many new faces to meet, so much to discover...!

Is it only me, but I continue to draw a blank when I think of  what next month holds in store. On the bright side I guess I can say that it holds untold potential, but for some reason it seems that I cannot even determine where or how to focus my energy on creating "my" April. Its less than 48 hours away and it feels like a blank.  So I ask, " What am I being guided to understand from this?"

I'm not aware of having this feeling before, so now feeling like this is like a disconnect to everything around me. Everyone else seems to have all these plans, but for whatever reason, when I think of MY plans for next month, there is none.  Yes, there are things I will like to do, events that I would like to see happen, things I wish to accomplish, but  its almost as if  the dots will not connect. Its feels random and in itself a very strange feeling.

So, while I experience this very unsettling state,  I am going to try to keep more  "present". Maybe it will help me through the next few weeks. Im sure to learn something powerful from this, but the price of the lesson... hmmm. I guess the next few weeks will tell?